Yep, that's what I am today. Stresserated. Stressed and Frustrated. Which is actually making me a bit sad and depressed. Which in turn is not helping me get better or feel rested. It's really amazing how all those things tie together and make for one Stresserated Pixie! Today didn't start well and has continued to suck ass. What's really jacked is that I'm only about 4 hrs in. I could possibly have another 12 hrs of ass suckiness ahead of me. Sadly I'm still a Mom and Wife so instead of laying down and resting before work, I need to go start laundry and strip the kids beds. *sigh* That's all I have energy for right now.

Until later peeps!



Blog Hop Numero Dos

So this is my second blog hop that I have participated in. This one is brought to you by Shhhhh! Just between u&me. It's called Weird Me Wednesday!


So I am suppose to post something weird about me. I just happen to think that everything about me is a wee bit weird so it's actually a little hard to think of one.
Ok, how about this...
I have to sniff everything. If I open the milk to pour on cereal I have to smell it. If I open the butter to put on toast I have to smell it. It's mainly food items and or condiments but I have actually smelled towels, brushes, sheets to name a few other things. They can be freshly washed or clean so I know I'm not checking for freshness, I think I just need to smell them, lol.

Ok so thats my weird thing, lol. Thanks for stopping by!


I'm sick

So this is Day 2 of being sick. Well, let me restate that. I've always been a little sick, mentally, lol, but today is day 2 of this nasty head cold. I don't use the word hate very often but I really HATE being sick. I can't think straight. I can't get things done. I had so many plans for this weekend. So much on my "To Do" list and I have barely touched it.
You really have to stop and appreciate things like being able to breathe through your nose. To appreciate being able to stand from a sitting position without feeling light headed. Being able to taste food. Being able to lay in bed at night without having a coughing fit. You know the kind that makes your chest hurt. I am really over this cold. I really would like for it to go away now.


And the Blog Award Goes To....

I so hope I am doing this right. This is my very first ever award. I don't even know what I'm suppose to do. So here it goes.

Thank you, thank you, thank you Carrie @ for giving me this blog award!


The rules for winning this award are as follows:

1* Thank and link back to the person who gave you the award.

2* Share 7 things about yourself.

3* Pass the award along to 15 other bloggers who you recently discovered and think are fabulous.

4* Contact the bloggers you chose and let them know about the award.

Thank's again Carrie for the award! I really appreciate it!

7 Things About Me…

1. I want to write a book.
2. I have 2 tattoo's and plans for 4 more.
3. I met my husband at a night club in Tijuana Mexico.
4. I played the alto sax in school.
5. I once entered a singing contest with my Mother.
6. I have 11 piercings total.
7. I have been a foster parent.

There is no way I can pick 15 blogs because I am so new at this, but here are a few I can mention ...

Thanks again!!!


Busy busy busy...

I have been so busy that I haven't been able to post anything for a few days. Since hubby's been out of town it seems like I have run out of time, every day, to get things done. I have however spent some time reading some new blogs that I am now following, as well as learning about blogging itself. There are so many different kinds of blogs and bloggers out there in th Bloguverse.

I also bought Flawless Bananas dot com last night and am in the process of learning how all the nooks and crannies of Google Apps work. So while it HAS been super busy I guess it has been productive, at least in the learning department.

If you recently started following me, Welcome and Thank You for doing so. It's weird to know that people are reading the things that I am saying but that's what blogging is about I guess. I hope I don't bore any of you to tears with the things that I post but for now all I plan to write are the ramblings of my life and the weird crap that I think about, lol. well, until I find my direction, if I ever find one.


It's so early...

Ok maybe not that early but early for me. I've been up since 5am. It's Sunday. Sunday is suppose to be a sleep till 8 or 9 day. But I had to get up early to take hubby to the airport. He is headed for Savannah Georgia to teach a class on how to do shize the right way. I guess the boys at the Savannah office have been effin up their CAD stuff so the hubby's gotta go make them see the light. Its awesome the he is SO GOOD at what he does that he has to teach others how to do it but sucks because I miss him when he's gone.

On a side note... He was sweet enough to point out how much grey I have going on in my hair right now while we were standing outside the airport security check. I was thinking about growing all my color out but since he pointed the grey out I might just cave and go buy a box of color. The question is do I go towards my natural dirty blonde locks or do I stick with the dark reds/browns that I have been for the last year or so???



I love Saturdays. It's the day I pretend that I can relax. It's the day I pretend that I can put stuff off because I have Sunday to "do it all". Saturday is MY day of the week. I own it. No one else can have it. I just wanted to take a moment to give Saturday it's due. I love you Saturday!



All my days are blending together. They are starting to all look the same. And the shitty thing is they all have the same theme. The *I'm uber tired and I don't have time to get anything done* theme. Its actually starting to piss me off. I did successfully sweep my kitchen and vacuum my living room yesterday. Which are things I usually did every other day. Now its like once a week. Thats really not acceptable to me. I know it's only been a week and a day since school/work started but dammit! I need things to be more manageable. This morning I need to go to the store, pay a water bill, do my shift at the school, get the kids and go to our shrink appt. But while I do all that I need to find the time to knock out at least 2 loads of laundry, dishes, help with homework and .... something else .... phuck, I can't remember what that other thing was... grr, I hate that. Ugh, I hope I remember what the hell it was. *sigh* off to the store...



Well the first week of school has come to an end. It has been a busy one. All 3 of our girls seem to be adjusting well to there new class(s) and schedules. A is doing exceptionally well, but I'm not really too surprised by that. I had my first 3 days of work. The 1st day was way chaotic. Day 2, somewhat chaotic. Today, meh, chaotic but getting better. The signs I made for the other girls and the kids tables have been really helpful. Pretty soon the kids wont need them....they'll just know.
Spent some time doing PTA stuff and some time cleaning up the Parent Room this week too. I really want to do as much as I can to get as many parents as I can to be involved at school.

I also finished up my meds (yesterday) from that little pesky almost dying incident. I teased the teacher again today about it. LOL! I'm super tired but it's definitely the good kind. I like being busy. Having a purpose. Well that sounds bad. I've always been busy. I've always had a purpose. I mean being a full time SAHM is no walk in the park. But this is just a different kind of busy.
I really need to work at keeping a balance though. Making sure I can get all the things done that I NEED to get done as well as the things I WANT to get done. So the word I am going to concentrate on for next week is 'Balance'.

Oh and before I forget, I got this really cool journal at the mall this past weekend. Its perfect for working on the 'book'. I did what I like to call 'circle thinking' the night before last and wrote stuff in it. I'm not really sure which direction the story will take yet but I am feeling out several different ideas. I really don't want this to be forced. I want it to just happen, so I'm not putting pressure on myself or the story (or stories) that I know exist inside me.

Well, that's gonna do it for tonight. A wants me to go lay with her for a little while in her bed. Nighty nite!


Summer is officially over...

Tomorrow my kids go back to school!!! S starts high school, M is in the 3rd grade and A is starting Kinder. I am so excited for them. Even though the little one is super nervous I KNOW she's gonna love it. I'm going to enjoy it as well. I'm going to have a couple hours a day where I actually have the house to myself....w00t! It's super weird but I'm excited to be able to mop the kitchen without kids possibly walking on it. To be able to clean the living room or kitchen w/out worrying about what room is being destroyed while I'm cleaning a different one. Its the little things that make me happy. I am going to miss having A around though. Shes been my little running dog for 5yrs. I am so used to having her by my side I'm sure it's going to be uber weird not having her w/ me all the time. How many times do you think I will be heading out to the store or something and feel like I have forgotten her??? It's definitely going to be weird for a while. I start my part time job on Wednesday but since its at the same school that M & A attend it probably won't even feel like work. I'm always there anyway, volunteering or doing PTA business. I am looking forward to putting a little more money in my pocket though, that's for sure. Guess I should head off to bed soon, big day tomorrow!! w00t!


Spent the day with the family. Hit a few stores like Kohls, Wal*Mart and Target. Bought some school clothes and backpacks. Had a great time just hangin out. Then we went to Hometown Buffet for dinner. We haven't eaten there in quite some time. I have to say it wasn't too bad. Now I'm just chillin out. Checking up on Facebook and Twitter.
I'm feeling better after my near death experience on Friday. Still have a few more days of meds I gotta take but I'm better than I was yesterday so I am positive that I will be even better tomorrow.


So much, part deux...

OK so in the last blog I gave a quick quick version of the crap that went down in the month of August. Now I'm gonna tell you about September. Keeping in mind of course that today is only September 4th, lol.
:::side note to self, blog more often so that you don't have to moosh it all in like this:::
Sept 1st...Fairly boring day. Did house stuff. Typical boring day.
Sept 2nd... Had oldest daughters HS orientation and got her class schedule. Went up to the district and got my employee ID badge. Went next door to OP, helped in a few classrooms, talked to a few teachers and made plans for the next day.
Sept 3rd...The day started out just fine. I had my baby girls kinder orientation. I had come home for an hour before heading back to OP to get the teachers luncheon underway. All that went fine....then at 12:45pm everything changed. I decided to have a cookie. I thought it was a White Chocolate/Macadamia Nut cookie...I was wrong. It ended up having cashews in it. Turns out I am deathly allergic to cashews. My tongue and throat started to swell up almost immediately and I ended up having to go to the hospital. I had to get an epinephrine shot, some steroids and something called pepcid for the nausea. I have some other meds that I am taking now too and will continue them for another 4 days. I am just so so lucky that I just so happened to break the cookie in half and share it with baby girl. If I hadn't...I'm not sure if I would even be around to blog about the incident.

So much...

There is just so much to blog about that it's gonna take a couple just to break it all down. Kinda thankful that I don't have any followers yet, lol. They might unfollow after reading all this stuff, lol. Ok so here it goes:

The month of August...
Started out pretty normal. Had M's birthday celebration. We went to dinner and Daddy made her a cake. She got some presents and we just chilled as a family. Then later in the month I got impatient waiting to here about my part time job at OP so I ended up going up to the district to see what was going on. They of course couldn't help me with the situation because the 'person' that was suppose to take care of it didn't.....uuggghhhh, so frustrating. In the mean time while talking to the HR ppl I found out that I was qualified for another position. So me being me I took the opportunity to lock in another job while waiting for the first one. So as of now, I have 2 jobs with the school....yaay!!! Uhm so I think that covers the month of August, but since this is my blog I reserve the right to jump back in time and add more at a later time, lol. :)
So I almost died yesterday cuz I ate a cookie!!! was scary. Will add more later.

Jamie (Pixie)



Ok so I havent blogged in forever! So much has happened, it will take me several blogs just to get it all out.
Uhm so lets see... The BAHD is all better. It was something as simple as needing a different power cord, Thank God! Summer vacay is almost over which means these children will soon be outta my hair, again, Thank God. Oh and I got a job w/ the school district as a Special Ed Sub as well as working at OP as a noon duty person....meh, it's better than nothing.
I know I have a lot more to say but I simply don't have the time right now. I will update again soon though.....promise!

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